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What I Could Afford lyrics
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Intro
December air cuttin’ through my coat Christmas lights flicker, pockets still broke
Verse 1
Used to circle toys in the Sears book twice Thought love was wrapped if the paper looked nice Mama hid stress behind a smile and a prayer Bills on the table, still gifts in the chair I ain’t know cost, I just knew surprise How a small box felt heavy in my eyes Back then magic came factory-sealed Didn’t ask who paid, just how it made me feel
Chorus
I gave what I could afford, that’s the truth Back then I received, now I’m proof Value change when the years get long Same cold nights, different role in the song
Verse 2
Teen years grindin’, pockets on E Still brought somethin’, even if it was me Handwritten card, gas station rose Five-dollar hope, but my heart still whole Couldn’t match tags, couldn’t flex no brand But effort weigh more than a price on the land Learned early worth ain’t retail math It’s intent in the walk, not the speed of the path
Bridge 1
Some folks count gifts, some count the cost Some count who showed when the year felt lost You don’t need riches to prove you care Just show up honest, fully there
Verse 3
Now I’m older, bills still call my name Different numbers, same old game Some years up, some years tight Still wrap time like it’s gold at night Kids look at me how I looked before Like Santa got answers behind that door I teach ‘em this when the ribbon’s gone Where you are ain’t who you are, just the dawn
Chorus
I gave what I could afford, that’s the truth Back then I received, now I’m proof Value change when the years get long Same cold nights, different role in the song
Bridge 2
Some got money but no one to call Some got nothin’ but they give it all Measure life by your season, not theirs Comparison blind, awareness repairs
Chorus
I gave what I could afford, no disguise From empty hands to opened eyes Different chapters, same backbone Worth ain’t bought, it’s what you’ve shown
Chorus
I gave what I could afford, every year Less about price, more about here If you’re breathin’, you ain’t behind You’re just on time in your own design
Outro
Christmas ain’t a race, it’s a mile you walk In your own shoes, in your own talk Give what you can, receive what’s real That’s the only scale you ever feel
Inside the recording
December air cuttin’ through my coat Christmas lights flicker, pockets still broke
I gave what I could afford, that’s the truth Back then I received, now I’m proof
Christmas ain’t a race, it’s a mile you walk In your own shoes, in your own talk
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